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Sunday, January 10, 2010
The Stalker Blues
The Stalker Blues
Trade trade go away
Never ever return to me
Never darken my door again
Leave me the hell alone; set me free
You're simply, very simply: No Good!
Now I see you never were, really
I gave in like you knew I would
Fear was my given theory
Men like you don't care
You are just toxic
Taking from within me
Urges are what make you tick
You think your body is enough
Feel like you're all that
Doin' me - forced: in a rush
I deserve better, as a matter of fact
Showing up at my place
Disturbing the peace
All up in my face
Next time, I'm calling the police
You threaten merely by your presence
You're obsessive, callous and cruel
Making faces, tongue flickering lies with a vengeance
Thinking I must be some kind of fool
Brief encounters are all we had, and you know it
Just a few seem to come to mind in this fable
You have illusions about us; you can't deny it
Wanting me to play your game of happy couple
In truth, I have been nothing more than a depository
I wonder in angst when you will leave me alone
I barely sleep, with one eye fixed open - firmly
Knife under bed, wooden spoon in tow; one ear to phone
Why do you cause so much drama, confusion and strife?
Wither into the murky depths of cloud funk you rode in on
I need to move on and up and forward, get on with my life
Not be mired down, depressed, agonized and withdrawn
As you grab my hair with big hands; you touch - rashly
I scold you to go on, get on... as if to the dog you are
Do you think I consider you friend now, let alone family?
The more you follow the more I hide away near and far
It's over, you messed it up; I'm droppin' you like a bad habit
Just go, go on...get out; would you just go away?
Disappear...; you pushed and I have reached my limit
Just leave me alone; that is my wish for today.
Antonio Cassone
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Falling
Sometimes I feel like I am falling
It’s a dark, cold and quiet place
Clawing and clinging to the nothingness of air
At a rapid and intense pace
Endless, it seems, as I try to analyze
Why this is happening to me
And why I don’t just let it be
Just accept this and fall, feeling free
Forget that, I just can’t be
I refuse to be fearful and crippled
My heart aching and soul riddled
I tire of feeling stuck in a rut, in the middle
Eyes wide open now, I search and seek
For a light, that I may or may not find
Twisting and turning, body thrusting on a wind
Carefree of what is truly on my mind
Sometimes I hear your soothing voice calling
And even though I feel I am failing at the race
Grabbing and grasping to the hopefulness out there
Receiving your forgiveness and abundance of grace
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